father-son epiphany. Long estranged, he now returns home wanting to know the real Bloom before Bloom dies and gradually the angry skeptic comes to understand it doesn't matter, whether the fibs or exaggerations or flights of fancy actually happened. They are abt an emotional truth, that of abding family love.

and yep i like the werewolf. and karl the giant. so much i wanna meet them both
larger-than-life. enthralled. bewildered.
stories i wish to weave
places i need to go
delirious to explore.
adventures that are lacking
a fairy-tale of my own. magical it shall be.

and here's to dreamland my only escapade
prolly alabama tonite. where it all happens the good old town
yes i still want my fish, oh so airy fairy!

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and so i locked up my previous entry
anyone wants entertainment ask me for the key...and it'll sing to you.

incredibleeelely 24hours just wzz past.
not yearning to blog now...don't question tt. maybe growing up ain't tt fun after all. think i will start ta hate bdaes soon
and yes...i still want my fish

all of your unfinished business

Every now and then we find a special friend
Who never lets us down
Who understands it all
Reaches out each time you fall
You're the best friend that I've found
I know you can't stay
But a part of you will never ever go away
Your heart will stay

I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
That life will just be kind
To such a gentle mind
If you lose your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way

I don't need eyes to see
The love you bring to me
No matter where I go
And I know that you'll be there
For ever more a part of me you're everywhere
I'll always care

I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
That life will just be kind
To such a gentle mind
If you lose your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way

And I'll be right behind your shoulder watching you
I'll be standing by your side in all you do
And I won't ever leave as long as you believe
You just believe...

luRve cAspErrr, and etErnally rox my world

pretended tt she was non-existent
what big heart
what kind heart
what loving heart
what what what! what i felt was if i gave a penny she would return for more - stoopid idea
but she's old and feeble how to compare to others
sorry,full o regretz. reflect E nonchalance, devoid of emotions, so unfeeling! selfish and narcisstic!
k enuff of self-reproche
continue the dream of pro bono~ gal
let me see you again please

guess what! i din get the tix...but i gotta watch it all the same! hahaa....
so nice...saw simple plan :P and...of coz dearest blackie peas...heh heh & BLUEy glue
and woah mariah ^hot babe...missed sugarbabes though and wuwuliuliu
and sengie....@@ sun yan zi leh! plus gorgeouS michelleyeoh...rocky BOA..
gareth gates getting cuter...*sheryl nods* michelle branch who looks good as eva...
and ah mei mei waving ** we din see stacieeeeeeeeeee baby...sad...sorry sheru
erm...no william hung too...aiy list goes on but i'm too tired ta even think now

note... that nic guy from SECURITY SUX...if u eva read this...beware i'm gonna call up the police ta catch u conman
note... that lao uncle...ish damn inflexible...talk chinese ta him also no use la...sighz
note...at least there's still some humanity left in the world..." where is the lurve" the security peeps at the other entrance if u eva read this... YOU ROCK BIG tIME I just lurve ya! :P even though u make me miss simple plan once! haha ~tt gal was too fierce though, get a life!~
if i eva take over MTV management...i wun forget ya i promise.
toTally AWesome night......
sleEp tite peepZ! piece of advice...remain unshackled...let loose and stay wacky while ure young *twist* i lurve my life just like polly pocket!

I'm 15 for a moment
Caught in between 10 and 20
And I'm just dreaming
Counting the ways to where you are

I'm 22 for a moment
She feels better than ever
And we're on fire
Making our way back from Mars

15 there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to lose
15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live

I'm 33 for a moment
Still the man, but you see I'm a they
A kid on the way
A family on my mind

I'm 45 for a moment
The sea is high
And I'm heading into a crisis
Chasing the years of my life

15 there's still time for you
Time to buy, Time to lose yourself
Within a morning star

15 I'm all right with you
15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live

Half time goes by
Suddenly you’re wise
Another blink of an eye
67 is gone
The sun is getting high
We're moving on...

I'm 99 for a moment
Dying for just another moment
And I'm just dreaming
Counting the ways to where you are

15 there's still time for you
22 I feel her too
33 you’re on your way
Every day's a new day...

15 there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to choose
Hey 15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live

but then again when ure poor u'll learn ta appreciate the simplest things in life..
for one
haha when someone lends u 10 cents for a ride home **
more...and more
i want my fish!

oh if tt was true then life's real short
jenna made the right decision
money ain't everything right...k such contradiction shaLL not be permitted in my material world
and so...in view tt i'm darn poor some kind soul please produce a copy of simple plan's 4 me since i have discarded the thought of saving enuff ta buy the real version.. :P and...i want tix for mtv awards!
sounds like a BVdae wish hee

i hate being pooorrrrrrrrr sianz

i din even think he had the heart ta buy a flower from me...but i was wrong and i'm utterly disappointed with myself..someone slap me heh heh and wake me up inside wake me up inside...
so loooks are deceiving...

hahaa...today sho can3...
thanks to LiLo huA..vAlley cHiAng...mewmewShan and smallWin
~I'll rem dudes~
i tide over my currency crisis...and yesh i'm undergoing tremendous great depression in every sense of the word
chEErs i'll be back ta take over taka...and all the kTVs
you'll see some how some day!

Show me the money...

i lost a penny
but hey! i found a friend
it seems all uncanny-
"deja Vu"
shall happen now and then

i seriously think this bit of the song rox!

Yeah are you questioning your size?
Is there a tumour in your humour,
Are there bags under your eyes?
Do you leave dents where you sit,
Are you getting on a bit
--------------------------------------------- suPreme

fInAlly bought wHat i WantEd...and reCeive a kEy toDay hahaa...thanks man
lOck my heArt up...g0Nna stArt doiNg somEthing mOre pRoduCtiVe tmR...yea!

I follow the night
Can't stand the light
When will I begin
To live again?

One day I'll fly away
Leave all this to yesterday
What more could your love do for me?
When will love be through with me?

Why live life from dream to dream?
And dread the day when dreaming ends

bus ride home
lost in translation ain't that simple after all. yeap tot abt it for quite some time
it was a form of affinity connection and awareness. let's just say dislocation.
so glad it wasn't those usual sexual relationship we always get from movies..
somehow or another it reminded me of american beauty
to go deep into it requires alil brainwork though,
touched on some issues i felt i'll never have the courage ta face in future..not in the near future i hope..haha
my dearest fren said something tt left me thinking once more. ok she always does tt anyway..my philosopher ma hoh
" Just go with the flow" was tt part of the movie?...hmm what if i chose ta go against the flow would our lives naturally turn out differently would it be desirable then. wonders.
then again i always ask her stupid questions haha... what is life!
so i think i wanna watch tt movie again if i eva have the chance ta.
this time round with a totally different perspective.

I could feel at the time
There was no way of knowing
Fallen leaves in the night
Who can say where they're blowing
As free as the wind
And hopefully learning
Why the sea on the tide
Has no way of turning

More than this - there is nothing
More than this - tell me one thing
More than this - there is nothing

I was fun for a while
There was no way of knowing
Like a dream in the night
Who can say where we're going
No care in the world
Maybe I'm learning
Why the sea on the tide
Has no way of turning

More than this - there is nothing
More than this - tell me one thing
More than this - there is nothing

reminded me of prom nite
school
the photo taking
and sing-alongz
the cheerz and the niaoz
the suanz and the punz
i remembered the smell of hair spray
i stoned relived
a beautiful night lacking the spirit of those hearts i so miss
torn in between

well on a liter note one guy did impressed me quite a bit
relax it wasn't the looks per se

i see thru the eyes of others..
masked pretence
a million smiles but for which were true blue
the makeup ta conceal
wear it off tear it apart
today ain't the night

the view was splendid
way up high
enamoured
embellished
but where was the heart
hanging by right there atop
i couldn't reach

oNce rAttLed on and on abt how i din wanna grow up
so much wanted ta be in stRawbErrY lAnd...shortcakie :P
now peter reminded me.
i watched peter pan at christmas
It struck me once
now i watched it again
acceptance may be. but still can't reconcile the fact.

i'm falling sick........:(
*sNIfFz*
m|gRainE maYbe I neEDa mIgrAte...
mIgratOry bIrd..heh

Some find it sharing every morning
Some in their solitary lives
You'll find it in the words of others
A simple line can make you laugh or cry

You find it in the deepest friendship
The kind you cherish all your life
And when you know how much that means
You've found that special thing
You're flying without wings

I want AMouR 1 & 2

I want a cap too. why no one allows me ta wear a cAP! I seriously need one!

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong

Our dreams are young
And we both know they'll take us
Where we want to go

what an oxymoron
i Hate Love
haha

we are all racists. the difference being that some of us realise this and fight against it. while others succumb to the evil.

The sounds make the music and the music does indeed sounded anti-semitic

-i thought these were truely thoughtz-provoking eee