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Stacie orrico's I promise.

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********nO moRe tEars..onLy jOy

hmm...pls let not the smiley be inverted ever...
i wanna be happy. i want you to be happy. and i want all of us ta be happy souls on this lonely planet.

cheers to a better tomorrow...hopefully ;P

_/\_
> " < shooting star...

thank you guys for the pleasant surprise...and hmm embarrasment in the middle of the night
it was really heartwarming ta see all of you again. yummy ice cream! still dont' wanna tell me who bought it... hai...

I am happy to have all of you by my side... even though sum day u peeps prolly leave me for another gurl...:( like expected...haha...ok lar..u guys won't..(hoping)

somehow, im still waiting for tt little miracle to happen

Thank you...

But i am really grateful; your hands never letting go...staying here with me with endless reassurance thru trying times...

what i wish for now; is really really only a very small request...for once, can all the "had"s, "was", "used to" turn into future tenses...a possibility in time to come...

i set a little prayer -

i'll always rem a place
where warmth awaits me in that little cosy corner
i'll always rem us; wanting so much to share and create a place which only belongs to us
a room that bears both our marks -
how we would paint it with glowing stars; a little of you and me.
i'll always rem the passion we had -
to explore everything else, together as one
Mindless of what others think, only the other mattered.
will we be able to relive the madness at fullerton; the impulse to rush the last ride on the cable car; a joyride on the bike to that fateful park; to climb mountains together & see the world

it hurts when all have been forgotten...


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I LOVE YOU ?????? BABY ?????
I LOVE YOU ????? BABY ???
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I LOVE YOU ?????? ?????
I LOVE YOU(yes I do)
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????????? Oh No ????????
??????(yes I do)???

Life is full of what-ifs ain't it...all I know is to do what i feel is right now...don't think so much gurl...

-babyface - what if
I ran into a friend of yours the other day
And I asked her how you've been
She said my girl is fine; just bought a house, got a job, real good man
I told her I was glad for you; that's wonderful
But does she ever ask `bout me?
She said she's happy with her life right now
Let her go, let her be
And I told myself I would, but something in my heart just would not let you go
I just wanna know
[Chorus:]
What if we were wrong about each other?
What if you were really made for me?
What if we was `sposed to be together?
Would that not mean anything?
What if that was `sposed to be my house that you go home to every day?
How can you be sure that things are better?
If you can't be sure your heart is still here with me
Still wanting me
Your friend asked me if there was someone special in my life that I was seeing
I told her there was no one in particular
There's just I, myself, and me
I told her that I dream of you quite often
She just cut her eyes at me
She said you got a home, you're very happy
So just stop your meddling
I told her that I won't
I said things were cool, but I guess I was wrong
I still can't move on
[Chorus]
Now that could be my car
That could be my house
That could be my baby boy that you're nursing
That could be the trash that I always take out
That could be the chair that I love to chill in
That could be my food on the table at the end of the day
Hugs and the kisses, all the love we make
What the hell do you expect me to say?
What if it's really `sposed to be this way?
What if you're really `sposed to be with me?
[Chorus fade-out]

all i wish for now...was my wish for christmas then...
your love can be the greatest gift ever...

above all, always protect yourself - million dollar baby
you saw it...realise it really isn't easy

"the only people who will never ever let you down - your family"
thanks gurl. i needed that.

hoping ta catch closer some time... :(

haha...i don't quite understand how the woman's mind works now..joanerz..

When the world Leaves you feeling blueYou can count on meI will be there for youWhen it seemsAll your hopes and dreamsAre a million miles awayI will reasure youWe've got to all stick togetherGood friends there for each otherNever ever forget thatI've got you and you've got me soReach for the starsClimb every mountain higherReach for the starsFollow your hearts desireReach for the starsAnd when that rainbows shining over youThats when your dreams will all come trueThere's a placeWaiting just for youIt's a special placeWhere your dreams all come trueFly awaySwim the ocean blueDrive that open roadLeave the past behind you.Don't stopGotta keep movingYour hopes Gotta keep buildingNever ever forget thatI've got you and you've got me soReach for the starsClimb every mountain higherReach for the starsFollow your hearts desireReach for the starsAnd when that rainbow shining over youThats when your dreams will all come trueDon't believe in all that you've been toldThe skys the limit you can reach your goalNo one knows just what the future holdsThere ain't nothing you can't beThere's a whole world at your feetI said reachClimb every mountainReachReach for the moonReachFollow that rainbowAnd your dreams will all come trueReach for the starsClimb every mountain higherReach for the starsFollow your hearts desireReach for the starsAnd when that rainbows shining over youThats when your dreams will all come trueReach for the starsClimb every mountain higherReach for the starsFollow your hearts desireReach for the starsAnd when that rainbow shining over youThats when your dreams will all come trueReach for the starsClimb every mountain higherReach for the starsFollow your hearts desireReach for the starsAnd when that rainbow shining over youThats when your dreams will all come true

let the gulf be closed to a beautiful ravine

it's funni how things can take a turn for the better...
:)
the lil things tt make one smile...

will still remain the same star that glows; be it solitude when night falls...

guess im just not good enough

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else
I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved
Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore
It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved
I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls
Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
[in the backround]
Please don't try so hard to say goobye
Please don't try so hard to say goobye
Yeah
[softly]
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Try so hard to say goobye

YOU'RE STILL THE ONE

(When I first saw you, I saw love.
And the first time you touched me, I felt love.
And after all this time, you're still the one I love.)
Looks like we made it
Look how far we've come my baby
We mighta took the long way
We knew we'd get there someday
Bridge:They said, "I bet they'll never make it"
But just look at us holding on
We're still together still going strong
Chorus:
(You're still the one)
You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're still the one I want for life
(You're still the one)
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night
Ain't nothin' better
We beat the odds together
I'm glad we didn't listen
Look at what we would be missin'
(Bridge)(Chorus)(Chorus)
I'm so glad we made it
Look how far we've come my baby

is there some sort of a gulf emerging then?

"Real beauty lies not in the physical appearance,
but in the heart
Real treasure lies not in what that can be seen,
but what that cannot be seen
Real love lies not in what is done and known,
but in what is done but not known."

nice quote.

doubting my self-worth

once again heaven makes a sport of men.
Funny..funny...funny, i'm sure am amused at life.
It's full of surprises, ain't it. but i prefer them pleasant..

Just when star slowly regains her sparkle
shooting star begins to lose his...
star prays; with faith and the belief -
shooting star will return to dazzle one day

If only i have the magical magic wand...my only wish is to put back the glow in you

life can be sweet, simple and nice
just like a box of godiva.
The day can be carefree as the kite can be
happy valentine's day! ;)

yea! finally saw sunset...not beyond the horizon..but still feels good.. ;)

kite flew like there's no tomorrow~

all seems ta be less murky now...my mind has been set...
disillusioned maybe?

and the shooting star says he'll accompany Star ta get back her glow;
watch the sun rise beyond the horizon...melt the snow clustering her heart

Star's not alone...not anymore
the other stars never left her universe;
Star was blinded...blinded by woes and trifles

But the stars will be tired someday,
while shooting star will start to lose his glow.

Star hopes ta get back her glow,
so shooting star will never lose his...

it's coming to 3 am. why is the only star in the sky slowly losing its glow? why doesn't it shine like before...have you been abandoned?

sometimes when i don't understand...
i run away to hide;
pursue..and be disappointed

on a lighter note -
thanks for the supper treat sean :)

thanks for bringing back the laughter i miss so much
some of the memories relived.
life couldnt' be that simple i thought; shown otherwise i guess
tears mask joy and nostalgia
regret and hopelessness

maybe it's time...

maybe sometimes...we take things for granted...

mechanical...devoid of emotions...jaded
empty shell.
where is the free-spirited soul