Saturday, April 30, 2005

If every drop of water disappeared from the land
And every drop of ocean suddenly turned to sand
That would all be nothing
Compared to what I'd feel
If you didn't love me

What if I woke up and couldn't hear a sound
And all that I could see was darkness all around
That would still be nothing
Compared to what I'd feel
If you didn't love me

If I could have the world and all that money could buy
And I could travel far beyond the moon and the sky
If they gave me golden wings,
well I still couldn't fly without you,
nothing would matter

You and I walk beside each other day after day
But there's so much inside me, I never get to say
My life would be so empty with nothing left to feel
If you didn't love me
If you didn't love me

Thursday, April 28, 2005

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Wednesday, April 27, 2005

Don’t leave me high, don’t leave me dry
Don’t leave me high, don’t leave me
smash that mirror

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

angels above me, let this dream be never-ending...

dream
we were happy just being together...
sense of bliss...palpable~unimaginable.

i woke up from the dream..smiling. nice to see you ;)

Monday, April 18, 2005

will you be that angel?

i only need an angel like you... =(

http://www.miyus-dark-page.it-nc.de/page3/Angel35.jpg

Sunday, April 17, 2005

it just gets worse every second of the day...
im withering...slowly...


Zhang Dong Liang - ji om bina ije

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will you send an angel to save me...pls :*(

=(

i dunno what drove me to do such a thing. ive become a bad girl. it would never have occurred to me in the past. coz i would have asked. i dunno what's happening to me...

maybe it's the disappointment time and again? the lonely nights and long awaitment?

maybe it stemmed from a lack of trust...maybe a lack of self-confidence...maybe it's just the devil inside me. all may seem as excuses...but im not lying. somehow...everything didn't seemed right. somehow...actions seem to suggest u were keeping things from me. somehow...i just did the wrong thing again...and i hate myself for it. i really do.
and no one will understand how it feels now. coz no one will ever understand me now.

maybe u'll never ever forgive me...
though i'll pray hard tt the day will come...soon.
i'm sorry even if it doesn't mean anything to u.
slowly fades away...

Saturday, April 16, 2005

I HATE INFIDELS
I HATE UNFAITHFUL PEOPLE
I HATE GUYS WHO CHEAT ON THEIR GIRLS
I ABHORRRRRRRRRRRRR THEM!


Pretty night.

who's the nottty thief?!?!

THOSE BOOOOKS...physics...math...ESPECIALLY PROGRAMMING!
HMPH!

Friday, April 15, 2005

Maybe surrounded by a million people
I Still feel all alone
Oh I miss you, you know

someone catch that thief for me...

Thursday, April 14, 2005

smile smile smile :)
say bye to woes!

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

How come it seems as though i miss you more than you miss me! hRMPHzz! angwee!!
ok...(*)d time.

hope you feeeeel better now!

somehow...i just can't sleep these nights...
even when im tired.
miss you... :(

i hate it!!!!

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

You can take the darkness from the pit of the night
And turn into a beacon burning endlessly bright.
I’ve got to follow it, ’cause everything I know...

Monday, April 11, 2005

hide.
stay away.
Red Alert.
don't come near.
you're no ordinary creature.
you're THE ALIEN!

6 months...and still running...
away. from. her.

or was it to run
away. from. her?

a precious jewel kept in a treasure trove.
Cultivated pearl of the Orient ;)
keep thy pearl away from swooshswoosh oceanwaves
And you are clam-ed.
live and let live. somehow or another.
now who's talking about alter egos...
k fine. me. someone said i was delusional. coz why? im a nanyang gurl hoh hoh hoh

Sunday, April 10, 2005

those lights, can we romanticise.
missing shadows - o' phantom and his maiden?
hearts flutter beyond hope.
tear the silhouette apart!
it no longer stands as one.

everlasting-
Forever
couched in shockingly, well-crafted words.
Well done. Amazing. i'm impressed!
all from experience, ain't i right huh.
I, simpleton devoid of courage to resist
shall concede defeat. white flag hoist ho!
let's set sail
spread your wings...fly over the horizon

undeniably misconstrued.
Who cares? You? No.
judgment impaired; intuition constructed
I declare You a liberated soul now and forever.
Return, and shall be condemned.

like you expected...C+ C+ how many you want.
and nothing turns out fine.

Saturday, April 09, 2005

Lonely im so lonely,I have nobody,To call my owwnnnIm so lonely, im mr. LonelyI have nobody, To call my owwnnnIm so lonely, Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got to have one good girl whose always been there like yaKno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leaveI wont up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I wasFeenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuzEver since my girl left me, my whole left life came crashinIm so lonely so lonely,Im mr. Lonely mr. LonelyI have nobody I have nobodyTo call my own to call my own girlIm so lonely so lonelyIm mr. Lonely mr. LonelyI have nobody I have nobodyTo call my own to call my own girlCant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuckAround and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, IReally wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girlIm so lonely so lonelyIm mr. Lonely mr. LonelyI have nobody I have nobody to call my ownTo call my own to call my own girlIm so lonely so lonelyIm mr. Lonely mr. LonelyI have nobody I have nobodyTo call my own to call my own girlBeen all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been throughNever thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing uCuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made meBe so happy but now so lonelySo lonely so lonelyIm mr. Lonely mr. LonelyI have nobody I have nobodyTo call my own to call my own Im so lonely so lonelyIm mr. Lonely mr. LonelyI have nobody I have nobodyTo call my own to call my own girrllNever thought that id be alone, I didnt hope you'd be gone this long, I jus want u to come home, so stop playing girl andCome on home come on home, baby girl I didn't mean to shout, I want me and you to work it out, I never wished Id everHurt my baby, and its drivin me crazy cuz...Im so lonely so lonelyIm mr. Lonely mr. LonelyI have nobody I have nobodyTo call my own to call my own Im so lonely so lonelyIm mr. Lonely mr. LonelyI have nobody I have nobodyTo call my own to call my own girllLonely, so lonelySo lonely, so lonely,Mr. Lonely, so lonelySo lonely, so lonely, so lonely, Mr. Lonely

i hate it when nightfalls these days :(
then again, it's the serenity that is so beautiful...even more so with the rain!

Monday, April 04, 2005

who was that familiar figure who lent a helping hand

It hurts when you start hiding things from me. What happened to all the transparency? Why have we become strangers?
all i can do is to pretend nothing of that sort happened.