what's the nostalgia for

alrite..now i just wanna have fun with the kids amidst all that smoke

It's me against the music..
strained voice. sore. *yawn*. early when the sun not awake. Woodlands. West mall. hangout. johor? maybe. sobs. whines. complaints.protests. the injured. the victims. the abused. the tortured. perverted, but yet innocent. indescribable naivete. joy. sparkles.

I thank you for letting all these happen to me.
for letting me develop perspectives and rejoice in their laughter. relive moments that had long vanished in muddy waters..and to see them grow and sparkle even with the diminishing might that i've left.
well..I do love the music..

Was a child once, still is? now for the cocoon to slowly evolve into a butterfly. struggles. first up responsiblities with a price.

My girl (my girl, my girl ooh)
Talkin’ bout my girl



Open the door and come in
I'm so glad to see you my friend
Don't know how long it has been
Having those feelings again.

And now I see that you're so happy
And ooh, it just sets me free
And I'd like to see
Us as good of friends
As we used to be

Chorus:
Aah, my love, Aah
You're in love
That's the way
It should be
'Cause I want you to be happy
You're in love
And I know
That you're not in love with me
Ooh it's enough
For me to know
That you're in love
Now I'll let you go
'Cause I know
That you're in love

Sometimes it's hard to believe
That you're never coming back to me
I've had this dream that you'd always be by my side
Oh I could have died.

But now I see that you're so happy
And ooh, it just sets me free.
And I'd like to see
Us as good of friends
As we used to be

(Chorus)

I tried to find you but you were so far away
I was praying that fate would bring you back to me
Someday, someday, someday... Ooh, you're in love

actually i think anon's quite a nice name...someone do consider calling ur child tt.
*wHIpZ*

wHat a lie. heh

wHAt vile rEMark.

the evils of the unseen and the unheard plus the unkNown.

I think i just told lohloh " But i'm no longer a kid" while waiting, i am now much much much more sober and maybe it should be right for me to retract tt. sIgHzz...but why do i get frustrated! issit because of high expectations. but they're darn good. really. test of patience. gruelling...sho much ta learn so lil time... *yAwnz*

It's not all about the skills tt u have, it's about how ure gonna hand it down..how ure gonna teach them. The approach has to be different for every person u noe...u still have much more ta learn..but don't worry *sMilez*
indeed so so so much more ta learn....but all of them are so willing ta guide me...hAIz. establish rapport. i need tt familiarity, give me time ta immerse...cut the cloth to fit...

oh wth. anyway finally understood why teachers hafta put up a fierce image of themselves the very first time they meet us-studentz. it works miracles sometimes.
I luuuuuuuuuuuurrrrrrrrrvvvvvveee the kids. they're damn good btw.
i rode a bike...wooooooohOOooooo

I shall learn to be more tolerant. Ignore the rantings.

Mere reason is insufficient to convince us of its veracity; and whoever is moved by faith to assent to it is conscious of a continued miracle in his own person which subverts all principles of his understanding and gives him a determination to believe what is most contrary to custom and experience.
woohoooooo philosophy rox. ..that for the religious believer..and the materialist.

Yo!
~Maybe you should just choose the unorthodox route, the road less travelled and the one you used to aspire.

Super uplifting. spiritz just got higher. will try ta lead a brand new lease of life no more tears no more fears. must be e booze. b00ze o courage.


So raise your hands to heaven and pray
That we'll be back together someday
Tonight, I need your sweet caress
Hold me in the darkness
Tonight, you calm my restlessness
You relieve my sadness

the heaven part uplifting...the music

Tonight I celebrate my love for you,
It seems the natural thing to do!
Tonight, no one’s going to find us,
We’ll leave the world behind us,
When I make love to you, tonight!

Tonight I celebrate my love for you,
And hope that you can feel that way too!
Tonight our spirits will be climbin’
To a sky lit up with diamonds!
When I make love to you, tonight!

Tonight I celebrate my love for you,
And the midnight sun is gonna come shining through,
Tonight, there’ll be no distance between us,
What I want most of you,
Is to get close to you,
Tonight!

Tonight I celebrate my love for you,
And soon this old world will seem brand new!
Tonight, we will both discover,
How friends turn into lovers,
When I make love to you, tonight!

heaarrd this sooooooo many times in the cafe...rox

How can you overide your inner messages in search of pragmatic visions.

We have a choice.
We have a choice regarding the attitude we embrace for the day.
We cannot change the fact that people act in a certain way.
We cannot change the inevitable.
The only thing we can do is play on the one string which we have, that is our attitude.
Inspirational.

i don't foresee myself as solely a decorative ornament on a guy's ass. are we tt strong as women...
sfumato

Growing up isn't always fun
They tore your dress and stole your ribbons
They see you cry, they lick their lips
Butterflies don't belong in nets

imperfections can be lovely too...

you don't exactly noe me well neither were we mere acquaintance. but u were and still are a trusted fren.
What I needed was that sincere remark but you made it out to be a joke. I din want you to judge. I don't need you to tell me i'm not good enough...instead, tell me why i ain't good enough.
i was made weaker by the minute, outta it i grew stronger by the hour. Thanks for the unintentionally intended comment.

lAughter the best medicine
and all of your sorrows 100percent masked.
i had 200percent last nite more than i can ask for.
but my cheeeks are aching. haha
I need more doses.

OOoooo MAtThew n|cE sMile therE

hear this.
when a door closes another opens
if your heart is open you'll learn to let go
Once u let go, taste the sweetness of freedom - release
transient no point holding on to a rope tt's burning out.
coz i'm not at the other end, your true angel is.

a mirror has ceased to reflect

my integrity was called into question once again
from a trusted being to just trash now
i wonder when will all these stop

i was just beginning to place my deepest tots into pockets of familiar ones...but not anymore. just to play safe even though i still can't prevent uncontrollable MOUTHS from spreading ulcers through kissing and shooting like they don't care!

I want to trust you more than i'm capable of. maybe when someone gets hurt then. let the person be me.

sCorChed. arghz
i'm a fried red-brown coConut now!!!!
don't come near me..ah!
my shoulders my face my body hurts!
i see peels of skin..! iT's gEttiNg hoT in hEre...so..